NEWBIE.

I've always written entries on an actually diary so i feel that im doing a sterotypical little girl thing. I don't know if i'll keep track with this thing but i'll see how i go.
My whiteboard is yelling at me to "CLEAN UP ROOM!" which i am not doing at the moment and there is not thought of doing it. The room looks like as i've been robbed, papers everywhere, fabric and clothes scattered everywhere and bags piled ontop of eachother- i should really get into action with this. Oh dear...
Yeah yeah yeahs are the new thing to listen to, i know they have been around for ages, i've always heard their name but never really heard their music until a few days ago. Downloaded a couple of songs from some albums and they are preety awesome. Passion Pit is another thats good to listen to. I've never seen so many beards and black rimmed glasses in a band before, its not like its not attractive, i mean its a bonus from creating great music.
So yesterday was a mighty fine day and it was muffti at school, i brought Tuffy (my c450D) so i could take some pictures for the year12 year book ( which didn't happen :S ) but i did get some really really good pictures with vanessa at a local park. I haven't felt good weather in this autumn period, its always been grey and miserable or maybe i just havent been paying any attention to God's moods. I suppose i missed all the great weather because of work. I work in the weekends and its a total biatch. I love who i work with, their all angels but the hours! Lets just say i know what it feels like to be a working mother ( well almost because i'm not a mother). And what strikes me is do i deserve the pay? mind you the pay is good, well reasonable. My bestfriend and i were talking about money and spending, i told her that i had to stop spending because i haven't been able to save a penny ever since i started working. She told me that i should spend because i deserve it, i work every single weekend and Thursdays and i sacrifice so many social outtings for work. I mean do i really deserve it? I just don't know if i am working that hard for the money. I've always seen working as a thing to do on the weekend so i don't laze around the house. Never thought of it as "Oh i have to earn some some money.." i didn't think of money i just thought that it will get me off my ass every weekend. I don't know anymore... hmmppp *pondering*
Anyways i should be gettting a move on with all the stuff that i had plan to do for tonight. I wonder if ill accomplish all those things ...
Till another post...